mmm, a break before mind-numbing form coding… This is what I’ve done so far, not as happy with it as much as I was with yesterday’s
scene.
Also…

again, more writing here later…

Now,its later, and I’m tired, I’ve been tired all week… I want/need more exercise, organization of my room.

I worked hard today to get some semblance of order, well, order with boxes in places..
Most of my dishes were washed tonight, I missed three cups… But washing those dishes that’s
about as far as I got, wanted to do laundry too, but couldn’t muster the energy…



I sat and watched a new anime I bought (Princess Minerva, not really bad, not not close to good)

and then I sat and watched Star Trek(original, not extra crispy)

Boy said he’d come by sometime this weekend and help me get organized, see all the good things he does for me! He even took my mini-golfing on my birthday and out to Carlos O’ Kelly’s(think good mexican). He even taped the Packers game to take me out, WOW! (And for those of you who think it can’t possibly be a big deal, you must not live near Wisconsin.) And I really needed to get out, because I had been moping on my 20th birthday. He really really really, made it special.(really!–giggle)

He told me that night, as we reminisced about our bbs days, that people knew…

That he had told them, that I’d be his someday, Guinan, Picard, Hugh, and even Justin(in his own lil paranoid way) knew about Boy’s interest in me…

I was so blind! But Boy corrects me when I say that, says it was innocence.

But all those people, my friends, everyone knew but me.



I’m sure it was for the best. And I played it pretty cool then too, allowed myself to date
while having a crush on this guy(OOH major crush–like I drempt of him before I ever met him face to face)

Mmm, warm happy thoughts of Boy…

Tired sleepy thoughts of bed…

Dream Well!