Constantly through my head the phrase, “It gets better” races.

And it does…get better…

The new office situation is a little, distracting, it is, after all the helpdesk, and a nexus of all things for the office of information
technology. I dislike having so many things go on behind my back, but I am still dedicated to making it work, and trying to have fun with it.

Still, I miss the quiet zany-ness of the previous office.

Things let up as the week goes by, almost giving my a pyramid of increasing non-class time starting small on wed and extending out to fridays. I think all I have tomorrow is OOP C++ and Leadership and Management. I should get up early enough to read over some of the material, and do my time card for the week.

But it gets better.

Boy called me last night, just after my entry, and told me about his very productive day off, and I got to talk to him. I’m really glad he called, I really had needed someone to listen, I was overtired and spent and almost sad.

I’m trying really hard to deal with the stress, Boy says to love it. I’m trying to figure out where it’s coming from, It’s the beggining of the semester, I shouldn’t be overwhelmed yet.

That’s what really scares me

If I’m this stressed now, what will it be like
at the end of the semester?

Step by step I guess, to take it all in.

I did, however go out and buy basic stuff, and groceries, and ack!
It cost me 80+ bucks, eek, that’s what happens when you go away for a month and come back to find you have no trashbags, no food, nothing to drink, and are out of bar soap (I used my vanilla body wash instead) and other things and rapidly running out of the stuff you have.

Woo, what else, this is getting long… Oh, Boy really liked the story I wrote over break, perhaps I’ll edit it and put it up in quix mix, I haven’t done any creative writing since basically college began. ( I try not to think about the paper I did which my honor teacher went psycho over…It’s still hiding in some corner I think)

Ack, anyway, it gets better…

I’m so goth, did you know? Well, check it out…

Yeah, I love you all,

what now?

Stacie

p.s. Still new in Quixmix is an interactive story,
you get to pitch in a paragraph!

Quixotic Tale

p.p.s.s

You can also interact on the MetaHari board.

p.p.p.s.s.s