Today was much better, even though I didn’t get together with any friends. I did call everyone(several times), and only got through to Josh, who was at his mom’s house, recovering from a 13 hour trip to canada, and who did not want to go to the fireworks with me.


I went with my parents, and watched a very long very good showing. I went and got us carnival corn dogs and they were good. (I used to eat 2 for breakfast when I worked at the carnivals those two summers, ah nostalgia)

It was nice to be with my parents, they are awful sweet and funny. And It’s alsways nice to share fireworks with people. It’s really nice to be startled by the booms together, and laugh at the subtle jokes put into the display, (like the delayed booms). And I love seeing the gold ones go off across the sky, they drip down like liqued gold, beautiful…


For the first time ever I saw these awesome chinese lanterns, red, lit from the inside, floating off in the wind. It was a good night.


Later my mom told me that she and Dad don’t understand that Boy and I can date for so long like we have(1yr-1.5yr depending),
(they got married right out of highschool, not too long after they met).

Gah, marriage. Mom wants grandchildren soo bad.
You know, she has _that_ look when she sees kids at the mall.
Today she sighed happily over some little girl outfits while we were shopping(‘little girls are so fun to dress up’)

And I don’t really know how I feel about everything.

Just that I’m fiercly in love with him.


Hope you had a great 4th of July.


g’night…



Stacie