This is nice, the lab is empty, I’m listening to Ricki Martin (don’t laugh it’s actually pretty good)

‘Cuz you are made of me, and I am made of you’

My schedule is starting to gel. It seems I only need 11 credits this semester to graduate in the winter. It still feels pretty unreal. Today I stood in line for my financial aid for 45 min. That is not something I am going to miss.


I think, more likely, I will miss nice quiet moments like this, where I can be away from everything, but be connected. Feeling focus and calm. It’s like a waking nap.


Sarah’s wedding was last weekend, over Labor day weekend, it was quite a drive to see her(8 hours) and the same for the drive back, but at least I got to ride around in the back seat of our van, and read. Well, and she got married, it was kinda strange, I mean it was like most weddings I guess, but there was a lot of family chaos. Family members excluded, hurt, ect. And my uncle(her father) got pretty blitzed at the reception.(is that too different).


But as far as weddings go, it didn’t touch me, I wasn’t moved. Odd. Especially considering that I was more touched by the weddings of Carlo’s best friends (practically strangers to me) than her wedding.


I think this semester is going to be pretty nice. Hopefully relaxing and fufilling, I want to do well in my classes, I don’t think that’ll be too hard.


Boy’s grandfather died last weekend. Poor guy, I know how that feels, he’s with his family all week. I just wish it wasn’t so far away, I want to comfort him. I never want the ones I love to hurt.



Well, that’s enough for today. I think I’ll go for a walk with Tony and have a nice relaxing night. Aikido doesn’t start until next monday…I’d better find some pants to practice in. (lost mine this summer)



Stacie