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Yah, a haircut, now I feel human!

Ok, things are better today, didn’t start out ok, but much better. And tommorrow is friday. More gaming this weekend, at our apartment even, perhaps we can clean and be real hosts!


I got to go for a small walk today after lunch, it’s beautiful outside here. I need to do that more often while it’s so nice out, before it gets too cold. Need to get exercising more in general, I think it helps me even out emotionally, and that’s a very very good thing.

I’m all happy because it looks like I’ll be able to get out and draw with other peoples on thurdays, yah! I work with a girl who wants to draw comics(plant girl), and met another one through a web forum, and she’s going to school here in madison. It’ll be fun to get together and draw, make drawing a bit less solitary, and perhaps we can learn from each other. Art makes me happy.

Listening to some cds I brought from home sure have helped, and well. Book of Secrets and Sound Loaded. I also brought Corr’s Blue, but I was pretty dissapointed in that cd, only really liked breathless, and that got so overplayed, and at first listen most of the other lyrics seemed pretty infantile. We’ll see, perhaps another listen will help. Not crossing my fingers though.

So I guess I’ll move desks next week, or perhaps friday, I might have to resort to making food and luring people by to come talk to me. Might have to get a little lamp or something to make the space mine. I want to be a pleasant person at work, I want to be a person who gets things done, and is positive. We’ll have to see what I can do about that.

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Ok, things are better today, didn’t start out ok, but much better. And tommorrow is friday.

I got to go for a small walk today after lunch, it’s beautiful outside here.

I’m all happy because it looks like I’ll be able to get out and draw with other peoples on thurdays, yah!

Listening to some cds I brought from home sure have helped, and well. Book of Secrets and Sound Loaded. I also brought Corr’s Blue, but I was pretty dissapointed in that cd, only really liked breathless, and that got so overplayed, and at first listen most of the other lyrics seemed pretty infantile. We’ll see, perhaps another listen will help.

So I guess I’ll move desks next week, or perhaps friday, I might have to resort to making food and luring people by to come talk to me. Might have to get a little lamp or something to make the space mine.

It’s so nice outside, it’s autumn, but warm, and there is a nice warm wind. I slipped into my sun-warmed jeep for a little reading at lunch, it was so nice to get away. I’m working my way through Moonlight and Vines by Charles de Link, it’s like the third such book of stories set in newford, it’s nice reading for escaping.

Sounds like I have to move desks again, I could just cry. I finally finally got a desk I could live with, in the design room with the designers, and it sounds like i’m being moved to general office cubeville, where its silent, and no one will remember I work here. And most likely I’ll have to have my back to the ‘door’, that drives me crazy, I had finally finally gotten it set up with my back to the corner, where I could see everything, and didn’t have to constantly have people looking in over my shoulder, and sigh…

This job makes me feel like I don’t exist, like I only exist when there are problems, I’m so tired of the fact that I’ve worked here so long, 6 months, and it feels like I’ve gotten so little done. Well, it looks that way, the web site redesign has still not been launched, even though, my part is done twice! They won’t let me do my job, and forget about me when I’m here, and never, ever give me the content and graphics I need, or the database server, or the database guru they promised to hire, when they offered me a job.

And now, I’m going to be tucked away… not even in with the IS guys. I am so, frustrated, I’m literally in tears.

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In other news, I did lose a half a pound last week, even with all the poor food choices from the weekend.


Also, I added a couple poems to quixmix, they are older ones, but a couple of my favorites, and actually songs, so I recorded me singing them, heh. Just to warn you, I’m only a singer on kareoke nights, so you’ll just have to bear with me, also, the recording was done in my office, and you can hear the highway behind me.
Also, way cool


I wrote a little email note to Charles de Lint, a couple days ago. He is one of my totally favorite authors, and he wrote back!!! He was just as kind in his note as his writing makes him sound, woo


His website can be found here


Hey, why does no one page my phone any more? See the little pink phone down there? That’s what it’s for!

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It’s so nice outside, it’s autumn, but warm, and there is a nice warm wind. I slipped into my sun-warmed jeep for a little reading at lunch, it was so nice to get away. I’m working my way through Moonlight and Vines by Charles de Link, it’s like the third such book of stories set in newford, it’s nice reading for escaping.

Sounds like I have to move desks again, I could just cry. I finally finally got a desk I could live with, in the design room with the designers, and it sounds like i’m being moved to general office cubeville, where its silent, and no one will remember I work here. And most likely I’ll have to have my back to the ‘door’, that drives me crazy, I had finally finally gotten it set up with my back to the corner, where I could see everything, and didn’t have to constantly have people looking in over my shoulder, and sigh…

This job makes me feel like I don’t exist, like I only exist when there are problems, I’m so tired of the fact that I’ve worked here so long, 6 months, and it feels like I’ve gotten so little done. Well, it looks that way, the web site redesign has still not been launched, even though, my part is done twice! They won’t let me do my job, and forget about me when I’m here, and never, ever give me the content and graphics I need, or the database server, or the database guru they promised to hire, when they offered me a job.

And now, I’m going to be tucked away… not even in with the IS guys. I am so, frustrated, I’m literally in tears.

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yah! I lost half a pound! woo. prolly more, but I’ll take what i can get. planning to exercise this week.